Tonight was a blast.. i made Spaghetti for the FAMILY! yah thats right we had family time! then we carved pumpkins and have been watching scary movies! such a fun night before Halloween! ill post more pictures later!

ME and LEE made this! I LOVE IT!

WE ARE GOOD!

HAPPY HAUNTING!

WHAT A DAY! 

well i had an amazing night with Lee and his parents last night! i had a blast... my handsome man is now 21! Me and Kathey (Lees mom) had a great talk last night and i thought it was totally awesome =]

This morning i got up bright and early.. dressed kinda cute cuz i am always the one who dresses like they just woke up on a plane! so i thought i would put some effort into looking presentable.. which worked out pretty handy today! 

I was supposed to arrive in california at 12:30 now it is 5 oclock.. why the delay you ask? well i was in the hospital! of course! just at the right time.. when i need to be getting somewhere right? lol the story is i passed out of my second flight right before we took off. the pilot had to turn around and paramedics picked me up. they kinda forced me to go to the hospital because of the flight policy and the fact i was complaining about abdominal pain. otherwise i would be stuck in denver till i got a doctors note lol. 

Well my paramedic was actually a student.. super sweet and he was so nervous! he did really good tho! i was amazed... i felt comfortable on my 45 min drive to the hospital!!!! i actaully was not intimidated... just pissed! i hated that i was going to spend the day in the hospital.

Well i got there and i was a mess. I just feel so bad cuz i know my parents dont have the money for what they were about to do.. 

I got a CAT scan and had to drink horrible medicine.. YUCK! in the CAT scan they had to give me iodine in my IV which tastes fabulous! NOT! it burns ur throat really bad and makes you feel like you are peeing your pants lol! those ladies were the best! they were so worried abotu me gettin back to the airport lol

My results came in and the doctor found a cyst on my ovary and found fluid as well... come to find out the reason i passed out was because one cyst had burst! what the crap? oh yeah and i have a bladder infection? wow welcome to womanhood chloe! 

I asked the doctor how i would get back to the airport and he looked at me like i was crazy... he said umm i dunno. THANKS! force me to go to the hospital and i am stuck... well a sweet man from Tennessee saw i was upset in the hall.. (i was kicked out of my room and put on a bed in the hall) real sketchy! he called a cab and wanted to give me money for one but i refused.. such sweet southerners =] 

My cab driver was from Africa and he really could use the money so i didnt feel bad at all.. God has his plans! We talked about how me and lee want to go to Africa so bad and he knows people that could hook us up! YES! thank you Jesus! 

Now i am waiting at the airport, resting and wasting time.. so i thought i would update. God is good! all the time.. 

Jon Foreman's "The House of God Forever " song is exactly how i am feeling.. today i felt like playing it on repeat my whole flight and now i know why.. Our God is so powerful and even though i didnt know anyone today and i was by myself i was never alone. God revealed Himself in everyone i encountered today. Hallelujah! 

MOM AND FAMILY! i cant wait to see you! my heart aches to be there! 

LEE- Your amazing and make everyday of mine a precious blessing... i miss you bubba

i made this peacock pillow for ashley morrow! i love her! shes soo sassy! =] she makes beautiful rings! yall should check them out! i am so honored that she asked me to do this for her.. i hope she likes it =]

These past couple days i have been takig pictures of myself like crazy... whats wrong with me?

It feels amazing outside.. God is soo good!

Lee is in NEW YORK! LUCKY! He sent me this picture this morning! SUCH A DOLL! i love him =] i am so glad he is having a blast!

After Lee gets back on Tues we just have a few fun things planned for his 21st birthday! then i leave for CA! which i am soo excited about but i am going to miss my best friend =/

Some picture fun!

Last Night Lee and I hug out with this amazing couple. They are beautiful! Gosh it was a blast! We talked seriously all night and never ran out of things to talk about.. I am so blessed to see Jay married.. They are so happy! Me and Lee cant wait to see them again! I wished they lived closer cuz we would hang out everyday! I missed my buddy Jay =]

DAD THIS IS FOR YOU!

My dog is awesome.. He is seriously so much fun! my days are much better since he is here with me.. Hes my shadow =] i love it!

Hes so well mannered and i couldnt ask for a better buddy =]

Pictures havent been posted in a while and i understand that.. i havent really had time to use my camera because i have been so busy and its been raining here everyday.. yuck!

I promise tomorrow i will get some pictures up of some things. I need to do some serious cleaning too lol.. Days off are never really days off.

blah de blah..

I have to go to California in a couple weeks for something... i am so excited! i cant wait to see my family.. i feel so distant from them.. well i literally am but still. 

I need some mama time. 

I have been feeling lonely lately.. which is normal being away from everything you have ever known.. it sucks having to work everyday and then go to school on top of that.. today was my off day but it wasnt really one at all. I need rest... not just an off day or whatnot but rest. I feel alone right now. I cant just call my mom, brother or sister into my room to keep me company all i have is God. Which i am not complaining about i just wished i lived closer to my family. I wish i could go back to CA and get an apartment but Lord knows that could never happen financially. So i am stuck here. 

In a way i do want to move back home just so i can see my brother and sisters grow up.. i feel very left out of their lives right now.. i know they are teenagers and dont want to call their big sister but i wish i could see them everyday like i used to. We will see what this next trip is like to determine my further choices. lol.

I love having Jasper with me though.. he keeps me company and is so very loving.. God sent him to me at the right time. 

I love fall but this southern downpour needs to go!

later ill post a happier blog when its not raining. 

First Fridays is always a blast! I thank you all for all the support! i always have such great turn outs. There is this one beautiful Lady Ashley Morrow who sells amazingly fantastic rings! i will post the link when i get a chance.. shes the sweetest! 

Jasper came tonight and he was such a doll =] He loved all the animals.. especially the great danes! He didnt bark once and was so friendly =] steals my heart more everyday! Lee was also there and i love hanging out with him there.. Its family time now =] (since we now have a son) lol

It just made my night beautiful having Lee at my side =]

Also i took Jasper for a walk today! soo much fun! Hes the best ever! Its so funny i have a volley ball and Jasper loves it! Thats the only time i hear him growl or bark is when he has a hold of that huge ball lol. Its the funniest thing. Cant wait for more memories with my lil bubba =]